| Chapter 53
The structure was indeed massive, and from the looks of the
stonework, very well built. Standing on the beach, Ultimecia
clapped her hands with joy, an honor guard of soldiers surrounded
her as well as three battalions of the Esthar army. The scientists
of the Academy, all rested up from their ordeal, looked proudly
on as their leader examined the structure that they had prepared
for her, resting over the water on a massive floater. Artists
and contractors who also worked on it were on hand to view the
ceremony, as were a host of locals from the New Balamb settlement
who looked on in amazement at the facility that now dominated
their coastline.
Dressed in her finest robes, Ultimecia looked to the great
chain that had been embedded deep within the earth. Professor
Eldrin had told her that the main block had been drilled to
sit a mile into the surface of the solid stone before them,
passing even the seabed and drilling down into the ocean floor.
Following the chain with her eyes, Ultimecia looked to her new
castle with adoration. Gargoyles, demons and other intricately
carved figures decorated the exterior, and if her designs were
followed, they would also decorate the interior. Great towers
extended upward, holding a massive clock that would not begin
to work until she was within.
"The Machine has also been transported within?" she asked,
looking back to the scientists. Professor Eldrin nodded happily.
"Yes, your Grace, it has been positioned under your throne,
just as you had requested. Of course, this means that the throne
had to be elevated to allow for the Machine to fit within the
design parameters that already existed, but a stairway has also
been added that can be withdrawn or set up at will."
After meeting with Dr. Cyas four days previous, she had given
those instructions to her design team. Now, all rested, she
was ready to add the final touch. Stretching out her arms grandly,
she paused for effect, a small, child-like sense of pride bubbling
up from deep within her. Quickly subduing it, she chided herself
silently for allowing that emotion to surface. Then, with a
great flash of white light that forced the onlookers to shield
their eyes, the castle began to shudder, lifting slowly off
of the floater. As it began to rise, it pulled at the chain
until it was unable to float any higher than it had. It was
done.
People clapped wildly, whistling and "Oohing" at her handiwork.
Smiling, she nodded to her honor guards, who brought a small
floater over to her. Stepping onto it, she was joined by Dr.
Cyas, Professor Eldrin and twelve of her guards. As the floater
levitated toward the castle, Ultimecia felt the breeze tickle
the bare skin that was exposed by her revealing robes. She wanted
to stretch out her arms and shout to the sky, but even as she
did, her own sense of darkness kept her from any such notion.
Still, she allowed herself the slight pleasure of the breeze,
letting it throw her long hair behind her like a train of gray
silk.
"I often wonder why I was kreated," she said off-hand to her
scientists. "I wonder why I was meant to end what kould have
just as easily never have even started in the first place."
She looked up to the castle and saw that they were almost there.
"I know why now. Seeing wonderful things like this... knowing
that they kannot last forever... non-existence will be such
a great blessing to us all. No more disappointments."
The two men exchanged looks and merely nodded, even though
Ultimecia was speaking more to herself than anyone else. As
the floater stopped moving before the main entrance of the castle,
Ultimecia stepped off and slowly took the stairs. Being before
the castle, seeing it just as she had envisioned it in her thoughts,
it left no doubt in her mind that they were almost there.
(Mommy, Callie... look! My sand castle! Isn't it beautiful?)
Despite the pain that their absence left her, she could feel
a knot of pride well up within her that she simply could not
quell. Looking over her shoulder, she clutched her hands together
as if trying to hold in her own happiness. For one of the rare,
brief moments, the Sorceress powers abated, and she let out
a melodious laugh far different from the malevolent cackles
she had uttered before. Then, just as soon as it had come, she
could feel the sickening, cold sensation of her soul being once
again blanketed in her multi-faceted hatred. At the very least,
she thought, fighting back tears, she could count on the darkness
to keep her in check even when she did not want to be. It would
ensure her that the goal would never escape her because of her
inability to focus. Still, the back-and-forth of her emotions
were getting worse, and even more maddening. Each time she lost
her joy, it felt all the more terrible. It would all be dead
soon... and by then the pain would be too much to bear. She
had to act again.
"Show me to my throne room," she snapped, and the scientists
and guards hastened to obey, jolted in surprise by the sudden
change in their master's demeanor. Silently, they led her down
the darkened halls, the low-lit torches and candles set to her
exact specifications. As they walked, she noticed the finest
in antiques and other finery that made up the decor, "donated"
by the many families of the Estharian aristocracy.
"My guardians have already arrived?" she asked, continuing
her stride.
"They have, my Sorceress," one of the honor guards replied.
"Then we may begin the final preparations. Dr. Cyas, Professor
Eldrin, tonight you will position Lunatik Pandora over the specified
point."
"It will be done, Sorceress Ultimecia," Eldrin said quietly,
his elderly voice pained with the weariness of age. As they
approached the final stairwell, she turned on her followers
and said, "You are all no longer needed but to fulfill the duties
I have set aside for you. Get back to Esthar and finish them.
I will be here from now on."
Bowing, they all turned from her and walked back out of the
room, ready to set Ultimecia's final plans into motion. After
all of her planning, it would finally work. She needed to get
back to the Machine. Taking the stairs two at a time, she found
her throne room easily. It was at the end of a long, lonely
outdoor walkway that was accessible only from a thin iron ladder.
She, however, floated down to the walkway and continued her
pace without pause. When she reached the throne room, she ordered
the doors open with a slight wave of her hand. She would not
move from this room for quite some time.
Stepping inside, she noticed that the throne was indeed elevated
above the floor. A floater was in place that she could access,
and stepping onto it, it brought her up. Looking over the open,
circular room, she sighed and sat down, smoothing out her dress
as she did so absently, aware that for the first time, she was
not only alone in spirit, but now physically so.
"I have no time for this," she then muttered, disgusted at
her own irresponsible and unnecessary thoughts. Placing her
hands on the arm rests of her throne, she could feel her Sorceress
powers merging with the unique machinery of Junction Machine
Ellone. They had done a superb job in translating its abilities
to her throne, she noted, before she was transported back into
Rinoa's body.
The first thing that she noticed was that Rinoa was still unconscious.
Even though Ultimecia had made sure that a part of her mind
always dwelled in Rinoa's, she was surprised at how effective
it had been. Rinoa, it appeared, was not as strong as the Sorceress
had initially thought. Now, all she had to do was decide what
to do next.
(Are you going to kill me?)
(No, Rinoa... not yet. We have work to do, my dear.)
(What are you going to do?)
(The fools... they brought her to Esthar! She is so close
to me now, Ultimecia, so very, very close!)
(How close?)
(I can see her... she is lying on a small table that overlooks
my prison... bring her to me... have her release me and we shall
set the final plans into place!)
(Ready to go for a walk, Rinoa?)
(No, you can't let her out!)
(I can, Rinoa, and I will.)
Chapter 54
Ultimecia opened "her" eyes and looked about her. She was in
a sort of chamber that was definitely of Esthar origin, but
her surroundings were very unfamiliar indeed. Standing tall,
she took a step toward the door, following Adel's silent promptings
in her own mind. Just out this door and down the corridor...
"Aaargghh!" Ultimecia suddenly cried out, feeling her mind
shake violently. Stunned, she looked around to look at her attacker,
realizing at once that she would not have felt anything had
someone struck Rinoa's body. The attack had come from Rinoa
herself!
"You little bitch!" Ultimecia shrieked back, forcing Rinoa
to cower much the way Edea had done, only Rinoa somehow had
regained some of her muscular control. Fighting against the
resistance of her mortal peer, Ultimecia stepped forward slowly,
swaying back and forth as she did so, Rinoa dogging her every
step, her path seemingly slowed by an unseen quagmire. Pushing
forward, she could feel Rinoa's body pulsing with the energy
of their conflicting spirits, a force that seemed to push at
the very atoms in the air, distorting the light about them.
(I won't let you do this!)
(You have no choice!)
She could feel Adel guide her, but just barely. Her fight with
Rinoa was taking up most of her strength. Ahead of her was a
small room with some barely distinguishable human shapes. They
must be prison guards of some sort, she reasoned, unable to
make the determination and see what Rinoa could clearly see
was really there. Regardless, she walked up to a sort of console
unmolested and pressed a small series of buttons as guided again
by Adel.
(You now must come to me...)
Smiling, Ultimecia could look out the window to the black void
of space about her. Although the stars blurred together, she
could make out the shape of Adel's containment field. Walking
back out, she managed to gain a bit more control over Rinoa's
body, walking up a set of stairs to a locker room that contained
a set of spacesuits.
(You have positioned Lunatic Pandora in place in your own
time? Your Seifer has done the job admirably in this era. The
Lunar Cry begins!)
(It has all been taken care of. But why the Lunar Cry? You
never told me.)
(It is what Hyne had been trying to accomplish for so long...
the placement of the Crystal Pillar that is contained within
Lunatic Pandora over Tear's Point creates a great deal of temporal
energy, but not enough to open up a hole in the fabric of time.
But, if you were to place TWO of them in the same point in different
eras...)
(...the energy would link! It could not help but allow anyone
the ability to slip in and out of any era they chose!)
(Correct... and that person would then exist in ALL eras,
allowing them to come together and bring all of those elements
into one manageable package... time compression...)
(But what about the Lunar Cry?)
(Merely a side effect of the process, my dear child. All
we need do now is combine our strengths. You give your powers
to Me, and when I travel back, you shall inherit both of ours
at once, giving you control over the time itself... we will
not even need Ellone Loire!)
(And then... we can escape this cycle forever!)
She looked over to the release hatch and smiled inwardly. Gravity
gave way, but she could not even feel it. Using the small jets
on the suit, Ultimecia piloted Rinoa over to the containment
field, closing in on Adel. Looking up at the elder Sorceress,
Ultimecia stopped for a brief moment and wrinkled her nose.
(Time has not been very kind to you, Adel...)
(...Just release me now.)
Slowing her momentum, Ultimecia stopped short and pressed the
buttons next to Adel's prison and looked up as the Sorceress
glowed a menacing red. She had done it!
(How will you get back to Earth?)
(THEY will carry me.)
(They? That's right, the Lunar Cry...)
(Correct. Now... I need your powers.)
(I already handed them to you. Through Rinoa, the process is
simple. It is her body that feels all of the pain, isn't that
right, Rinoa?)
(...)
(Poor dear, I guess it is time I let you go... you have been
very helpful to me!)
(...you would... let me... die out... here?!)
(Oh, I wouldn't worry, Rinoa... after all, Squall will come
to save you, right? Hahahahahahahaha!!!)
(I...)
(Don't worry, Rinoa. Once Adel and I are finished, the pains
of death will cease for all... even a worthless little whore
such as you. I am going. Do NOT fail to find Edea, Adel.)
(Finally, my sister, the dreams of Hyne... of ourselves
and the end to our hellish prisons... all of them shall be concluded
in the manner prescribed by fate.)
(Not fate, Adel... by me!)
(What?!)
(Farewell!)
Chapter 55
She left Rinoa there to die in space, ready to begin her final
action: preparing to receive the powers of Adel and Edea through
the hole they had made in time. Drained of her own abilities,
all she could do was sit in her throne and wait for the time
when it would all end. This was what she had been waiting for,
and now, after all of her efforts, it would finally come to
pass! Throwing back her head, she smiled at the orangish evening
sky. The clouds, passing just above her throne, obscured her
vision for but a moment. She could finally relax and enjoy her
victory, allowing even her thoughts to run free, all of them
overjoyed with the idea of a final cleansing. It would not be
long, she knew.
Calling for a small demon, she bade it to bring her her ceremonial
red robe that she had fashioned after Hyne's own from archaic
sketches. Retiring for a moment to the chambers behind her throne,
she sat there, watching as the open-aired dressing room filled
with a cool breeze. After it had died down, Ultimecia began
to set her hair just as Hyne had done, in two huge, horn-like
spikes that jutted from her head. That being done, she applied
the ceremonial paints and looked herself over. She was the perfect
conclusion to Hyne's beginning, a mirror image of the beautiful
Arch Sorceress herself.
"I am going back to my throne," she told the demon. "Bring
me a bottle of champagne to celebrate this momentous event!"
The demon bowed, and with delight in herself, she once more
ascended to her throne and sat, watching birds soar majestically
overhead. Soon, not even they would exist. Nothing would...
the trees, the rocks, the boulders, the plateaus; all things
that she had dreamt of as a child would cease to be, and she
the agent of their undoing! Satisfied with herself beyond the
point of rapture, she almost did not notice a tiny thought enter
her mind. After a short while, she recognized it as a voice...
Seifer's voice.
(My Sorceress...)
(This power that I gave to you was ONLY to be used in times
of emergency, Seifer.)
(And this is an emergency, m'lady. Our spies in Esthar have
informed us that Edea Kramer no longer has the powers of Hyne.
She is no Sorceress.)
(What?! Then who is...?)
(I looked into that. It is Rinoa Heartily. What should I do?)
(Nothing... she is dead...)
(Not so! She was rescued from space and is currently here inside
of Lunatic Pandora. Squall and the other SeeDs are with her.)
(...)
(What should I do?)
(Bring Rinoa to Adel. The Sorceresses must be as one, is that
understood?)
(Perfectly, Ultimecia... I take my leave...)
(Seifer...)
(Yes, m'lady?)
(It will be nice to finally see you... however briefly that
may be...)
(I am honored, my lady.)
(Go now... see to it that the SeeDs do not survive and that
Adel is granted her junction with the new Sorceress.)
(Your wish is my command.)
With that, Seifer was gone, and Ultimecia left to ponder these
new developments. Squall from that era was a SeeD? How did Seifer
know him by name? The very thought of Squall fighting against
her, alongside the witch that had gained Edea's skills... Ultimecia
could think of little worse.
"If that was who he chose, then that is whom he shall die for...
Sorceress Rinoa's Knight. Humph!" Sitting back, she could feel
the drain on her body become more apparent. Until she regained
hers and Adel's powers, she could not afford to link to another
mind. The process was by far too draining. Closing her eyes,
she fell back in her throne, happily letting sleep overtake
her.
Chapter 56
No dreams. No thoughts. Nothing had disturbed Ultimecia during
her slumber. At first, it was so peaceful that she almost sank
into it, letting her mind wander, so complete was the experience,
so relaxing. Then, she thought that she might have missed her
chance with time compression, and she struggled against sleep,
angry with herself that she had let a few moments of physical
relief ruin years of patient effort and plotting.
When she was successful in awakening, however, she was relieved
to find that nothing had yet transpired. It was dark outside,
but still no word from Adel. The process, Ultimecia knew by
her own experiences with time manipulation, could take anywhere
from a fraction of an instant to several hours. Perhaps it was
that thought that had caused Ultimecia to leap in surprise when
she heard Adel's voice.
(It is done, our powers are now yours, but be ready... others
will be with you. Ellone Loire has disrupted the process somehow!)
(I will be ready... is it the SeeDs?)
(Yes. But now... watch as the world is remade about you!)
Breaking the connection, Ultimecia stood and threw out her
arms, a pair of wings forming at her back. Using these, she
softly floated upward within the protective sphere she had cast
about her castle. The time compression would not yet affect
her until she was ready for it to. All about her, the air seemed
to groan with a strange force, the physical elements bending
under the pressure of time being pushed into her hands.
Light began to seep from the clouds, the ground burning with
impossible friction as it was ripped apart and run together
with unimaginable force. From the light of the sun bled other
lights, these drawing in the light from about them and scattering
it about the landscape, illuminating an awesome sight. Wide
eyed, Ultimecia looked below her as civilizations were born,
destroyed and rebuilt, people evolving from puddles of nothing
to the state of which she had always known them... all within
a few seconds. Water filled the ocean about her and drained
into the void of time, only to be filled yet again by a dramatic
downpour from the heavens. In the distance, she could see the
sun on the horizon bending to the will of time, further proof
of the extent of her newfound powers.
Then, as soon as all of it had happened, it ended, and Ultimecia
was left with an incredible sensation burning within her mind.
She had done it! She had achieved time compression! Throwing
back her head with a wild cackle, she let her cry pierce the
very orb of time that although was all about her, now centered
entirely within her grasp.
"What awesome power! I am a GOD!" she cried, her voice carried
across the empty landscape around her. "What shall I do first?
Hahaha... how about import a few old friends?"
With a mere thought, a group of SeeDs appeared on the beach
where her castle was anchored. Looking down at them, as would
a man looking down at an ant, she laughed as they looked about
themselves, confused as to their surroundings.
"Now, DIE!" she commanded, and the SeeDs fell to the ground
as though they had been dead the whole time. "Live!" Again,
they stood up slowly, regaining their strength. Just as they
stood again, she cried out once more, "Now DIE!"
Falling to the ground, the SeeDs remained motionless, and she
looked them over with an amused smirk. What she could do with
her powers! Everything that ever had, did or would happen was
hers to manipulate! With a gesture of her hand, she placed a
whole school of blue whales into the waters below, a flock of
birds into the air.
"Let the SeeDs kome," Ultimecia called out to the air, and
descended to her throne. They could be her one last victory
before she ended it all. All of the knowledge contained within
her mind encompassed everything... she could access any thought,
and spell, and emotion, any feeling... it was beyond description.
Forgetting about both Seifer and Squall, she reveled in her
powers. Nothing could stop her now!
"Time has kome to an end! No longer will you hold me here!
I will be free!" Motioning with her hand, Catoblepas appeared
before her. Confused by its sudden appearance in its master's
presence but none the less ready to serve, the beast bowed slightly
and growled its obeisance.
"My Sorceress?"
"Katoblepas," she mused, barely able to sit within her throne
as the powers that she wielded seemed to course through her
body as though an electric current. "Be ready. The SeeDs somehow
survived the kompression. I kannot end time until they are disposed
of. I know that you and the others will not disappoint me in
slowing their progress. All I need is a few hours to prepare
for the final rites."
"It shall be done," it growled in reply. Nodding, Ultimecia
sent it back to its post. Then, she felt something quite familiar
to her...
"Rinoa..." she breathed. The young Sorceress was at the front
doors... and Squall was with her... she could feel the repulsive
feeling of another's love for the one she had devoted her heart
and long suffering to.
"You may die in one another's arms, then... and feel the torment
of an eternity of death! Yes, I will create a special reality
just for the two of you to writhe in for all time!"
These were the last moments. So soon in coming, she had never
really thought of what to do with her time. Now, as the end
drew near, she found herself almost regretting the moment, as
though she had the infinite powers of eternity in her grasp,
and now she was about to give them up for the sake of ending
what was truthfully a relative amount of torment from actions
in the past.
"The past..." she mewed to herself, "I AM the past! I am the
present and the future! What I wish to be is, and what I will
never to have happened never will have happened! What do I have
to be sad about?"
This realization hit her like a bolt of lightning, and tilting
back her head, she let out another sky-rending cackle that shook
the very stars in their place, reverberating across time and
dulling the pain even more. Let the SeeDs come! They would serve
her in her new kingdom, one where she would forever be the queen,
one where she would never feel the pain of loss again, for she
would be the one who decided who would feel and who would not;
she would be the one who determined when and where the planets
were made... all things were hers to control, and even the powers
that be would have to bow before her, Ultimecia, child of the
alleys, master of their fate.
Sitting alone in her throne, she could barely sense the death
of Krysta, so powerful were the omnipotent surges of power that
coursed through her veins. When the Iron Giant fell, she did
not even notice. One by one her guardians perished, and all
Ultimecia could do was wait for their killers to arrive and
face her. Let them, she thought, look upon the face of their
goddess for the first and last time before she began their eternal
servitude.
(I... have disgraced you...)
It was Tiamat's voice, his dying thoughts so strong, so powerful
that she could not help but hear them.
(Then they are on their way here?)
(Yes, my Sorceress... the others are gone now... I am sorry...)
Humph, let him be sorry. It would be a fitting end to a useless
creature to die in shame, though she did not expect any of them
to be able to defeat the SeeDs, not with Rinoa the Sorceress
among their number; not when it was her destiny to destroy them
herself.
"Oh, Kallie, Mother, if only you could feel this power... if
only I kould somehow kreate human lives rather than transport
them... but when I kan't even see your faces..."
Childhood... that was what she had always wanted to recapture.
Now, if she could just focus long enough on it, reach back and
focus inward... but her new powers shook her mind savagely whenever
she tried, as though her Sorceress abilities had intermingled
with the time compression, not allowing her the ability to look
back into her own life. All she could do was be content for
the moment and wait.
She did not have to wait long. The doors to her throne room
were then pushed open, allowing entry to her inner sanctum to
the SeeDs. Without any ceremony of bravado, they stepped within,
looking up to her with grim faces. Such familiar faces they
were, too! One of them, however, she focused on at one moment,
the dark forces within her reaching back into her mind and lighting
up a lovely, male child's face, her Squall... the one who led
the SeeDs now, standing before her with gunblade drawn, ready
to unleash her blood without the slightest qualm or thought.
A part of her, freed from her own mind, wanted to cry out to
Squall, wanted to feel him hug her.
The darkness would not allow that. As soon as those feelings
had come, they were pushed aside, forcing her eyes upon the
girl who stood at Squall's side. Rinoa. Narrowing her eyes,
she tried to speak, trying to find the words that would express
her anger, her love, her fear... she felt as though she was
ten years old again, without the ability to express herself
for lack of the proper vocabulary. Recomposing herself, she
threw out her hand in a grand gesture that masked her confusing
emotions and shouted the only words that leapt to mind, the
words that were uttered more by the darkness within than herself,
the word that to her had been the focus of all her anger and
hatred...her one driving force.
"...SeeD... SeeD... SeeD... SeeD, SeeD, SeeD! Kurse all SeeDs.
Swarming like lokusts akross generations. You disgust me."
From the look of hatred in their eyes, she could see that the
feeling was more than mutual. Emboldened by her harsh words,
she continued, sitting tall and proud before those who would
fall to her awesome powers.
"The world was on the brink of that ever-elusive 'time kompression'.
Insolent fools. Your vain krusade ends here, SeeDs! The price
for your meddling is death beyond death. I shall send you to
a dimension beyond your imagining. There, I will reign, and
you will be my slaves for eternity! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
She looked over the SeeDs again and smiled, standing slowly
from her throne. "Whom shall I exterminate first!? I'll start
with you three!" Selecting the girl in the yellow and the two
other males (one of who she recognized as Irvine from her thoughts,)
she descended from her throne and blasted the three with lightning.
Before they could react, she did so again, and again, and again,
until she was sure that they had been at least knocked unconscious.
This done, she formed the atoms about them into little cherubim
that were in all reality portals into the new reality she had
constructed for them in her mind. With a malevolent laugh, she
had annihilated three without even trying.
From the side came a glimmer of steel, and a violent push back
to the left. Stumbling slightly, Ultimecia looked to see the
one she now knew as Squall beside her, gunblade dripping red.
Looking down at her side, she could see a clean gash in her
side that had been cauterized by the heat of the gunblade's
discharge. Looking to him with rage in her eyes, Ultimecia threw
her hands back and blasted him with a concentrated fire burst.
As he careened into the wall, she advanced on him, until a stinging
strike hit her head. Turning now to a blonde haired girl, she
tried to focus, her body jarred by the assault, her mind reeling
with anger.
With a simple motion, she pulled in the gravity above the girl's
head and watched as it caught her in the field. This done, the
blonde could do little else than fall to the ground. With another
smile, Ultimecia sent another cherubim down to her, sending
her to join her friends.
This delay had cost her, however, as the one she should have
been most worried about advanced on her quickly, casting an
ice spell that froze Ultimecia in place. With her own powers,
Ultimecia melted the ice and sent a cloud of poison overhead,
which Rinoa countered with a tornado spell, blowing it away
and throwing Ultimecia into the air, only to land violently
on the marble floor below.
Ultimecia stood and wiped a thin trail of blood from her mouth,
glaring at Rinoa, who was helping Squall to his feet. Clutching
her ring in her hand, she rose into the air, and raised her
hand above her head.
"The most powerful GF," she breathed dangerously. "You will
suffer! Hahaha!"
Shooting the ring to the ground, she could feel its powers
merge with her own, the power that she had built up within it
beginning to awaken. Freeing itself finally, the beast she had
known as Griever emerged gloriously, a large, lion-like monstrosity
with huge leathery wings and a long barbed tail. Using her powers,
Ultimecia sent them all to a large, rocky ledge that floated
in the air. The only thing she could not touch with her time
compression abilities were the two of her opponents, maddeningly
free from her superior might.
From a fold in time, she watched as Griever engaged her foes.
The beast moved swiftly, Squall able to strike quickly, Rinoa
defending the both of them with her own special incantations.
The girl had managed to control her powers quite well... far
better than Ultimecia had when she first gained them. Regardless
of this, she could see that even with all of Griever's might,
it was losing.
"The Guardian Force's true power..." she muttered, almost to
herself as to the SeeDs. Sending out a thought to the beast,
she commanded him to unleash of all his gained strength. "Allow
me to show you! Griever! Make them bleed!"
A great flash of light pulled Squall and Rinoa up into the
heavens, and after another flash of light, they were thrown
back down, Rinoa cushioning their fall with her powers. With
a great cry, Squall leapt forward and assaulted Griever viciously,
as though the full force of the GF's might had done nothing
to faze him. The SeeD rained down blow upon blow, the thick,
blackish blood of her beloved Guardian beginning to gush from
every strike. Landing back upon the ledge, Squall sank to his
knees for a moment, out of breath.
(My Sorceress! It... hurts?! What is this that I am feeling?!)
(I am here, my treasure... do not worry...)
Stepping from her fold in time, Ultimecia focused her strength
and compressed her own spirit into a ball of energy.
"I shall junction myself unto Griever!"
Merging with Griever's spirit, she could feel the beast within
cling to her, like a frightened child hiding behind his mother.
Reassuringly, she coaxed the beast into allowing them to form
once more, until when she next opened her eyes, she was staring
down at Rinoa and Squall from within the very chest of her Guardian.
Without a word, she blasted them with a greenish orb of power,
a conglomeration of her other skills. Again, Rinoa shielded
them from her powers, and again Ultimecia tried to cast once
more. Again, she met with failure.
Squall leapt in and began to slash at Ultimecia, ignoring the
beast about her. She tried to ward away the blows, but had her
hands lopped off for the attempt. Shrieking in pain, she could
feel her control over Griever's dying spirit begin to wane.
What was going wrong? How could her powers be so useless to
her!? Unable to withstand the force that Squall brought down
upon her, she gave up hold on Griever, feeling his terror as
the final gunblade stroke pierced the GF's heart.
(Good bye, Griever... I am so sorry...)
Disbelief and pain prevented Griever from responding. Now,
without body, Ultimecia could but watch as hers and Griever's
shell dissipated in a great pillar of light. Then, there was
darkness...
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(You failure... you allowed them to get at you... now what
do I do? What was it? Why did I lose?)
She knew, in her heart, what it was. Hyne was punishing her.
She had found the ultimate gift, and she had almost squandered
it on pathetic vanity and pride. She could not use her time
compression for her past ridding herself from the bonds of time
itself. Hyne, in all of her wisdom, had shown her that. Chastening
herself for her foolishness, Ultimecia could feel her spirit
begin to grow, the darkness within manifesting itself outwardly,
a new shell forming to replace the one lost to Griever.
"I am Ultimecia.," she said to herself, as though trying on
the name for the first time, freed from the binds of her own
petty ambitions. "Time shall compress... all existence denied."
Looking down at the void, she could see that Squall and Rinoa
had indeed followed her within her own dark soul, unable to
go where ever they chose, they seemed bound to her, as though
time was using them as its own weapon to defend itself. Glowing
with the fury of her purpose, Ultimecia prepared to end them...
and in doing so, end time.
With a nod, she sapped away their strength, feeling her strength
growing stronger as she did so. As she did, Rinoa healed the
two of them. Slashing out with her claws, Ultimecia struck at
Squall, who managed to slice off one of her fingers as she raked
his chest. Not even noticing any pain, she cast another spell,
this one forcing Rinoa's magics away from her.
"Reflect on your childhood..." Ultimecia said out loud, her
mind trailing back to Callie's death. She could feel herself
slipping away, even as she struggled against it. She had to
hurry and destroy them!
Squall struck with his gunblade, slicing a fetid wound into
the mass of flesh that made up her chest. It didn't matter how
many times he hit her, she knew... time in the end was going
to claim her. She had held onto the time compression for far
too long... how stupid of her to imagine that she could hold
onto it indefinitely! Had her new form eyes, she would have
shed tears of desperation as she cast spell after spell at her
foes, feeling time unravel her very being.
"Your sensation, your words, your emotions..." Would Squall
remember? No, this Squall was but a messenger of time, the shape
she knew from her own mind, sent to herald her eternal torment.
The Squall she knew was dead... killed by the silly choices
of a sad little girl. The power began to flow from her as she
half-heartedly attacked Rinoa and Squall. Time... it was winning.
"Time... it will not wait... no matter how hard you hold on...
it escapes you... and..."
Looking once more at Squall, into those brown eyes that had
first melted her heart above all of her abilities, all of her
sensations, all of her hopes and dreams, she could feel those
emotions plummet her into an anguish so deep that had she a
physical heart, it would have burst. The final gunblade strike
was merely symbolic. Unable to finish her words, she slipped
away, time grabbing hold of itself and reclaiming its rightful
place as governor of order. The explosion of her soul mirrored
that of her heart, watching as Squall faded from sight... her
Knight and her chosen executioner. It was over... and now she
could await a lifetime of pain... a lifetime of nothing. Letting
out a silent cry, there was a sudden pain, as though all of
her muscles had been shredded simultaneously, before the true
darkness swept over her.
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There was nothing... only a white, empty space before her.
All hue and chrome had been lost, all sense of feeling, of hearing...
an emotional vacuum of endless scope. All about her extended
a horrible plane of nothingness. Had they succeeded? Had time
been restored? A sudden, agonizing thought overcame her, plunging
her dark soul into the maddening realization that they had:
there was no void, and she was dead. She had failed.
She felt as though she would cry, but her lifeless eyes only
burned, her Sorceress powers animating a corpse that was doomed
to contain her tortured soul for all eternity. All of the efforts,
all of her pain, thwarted by the one who promised that he would
always protect her. Overcome by feelings of uselessness, she
sank to her knees slowly, closing her eyes to shut out the light
of the eternal prison that she would inhabit for all time. This
was what she had feared all of her life, what she had fought
to avoid. Throwing back her head, she wanted to shout out to
the forces that held her, she wanted to plead with them to let
her go... to explain that she was just a little girl. She wanted
to die again, but from here, she knew, she could not. Her mind
raced as she uttered her wordless cry, her small voice being
absorbed by the hellish prison.
Ultimecia collapsed, exhausted at the idea of being trapped
there forever, her powers faded, useless within the unseen walls
of death. The only thing that had followed her in was her own
torment and desperation, the two feelings that she had for years
fought to crush beneath the veil of the void. Now, time, her
mortal enemy, had her in its grasp, and indeed, it would never
let her go... not when it had her now! She could envision her
cruel jailor, a physical force that bound her to her own inner-hatred.
Falling onto her back, she looked up at the whiteness above
her, at once flat and distant at the same time.
She stayed in that position for what felt like hours, although
it could have been seconds or even years. Shapes began to dance
across her eyes, her corneas burning from her refusal to blink.
Her thoughts, now inept and without her powers to guide them,
led her through her life, torturing her consciousness with images
of the past that she had long forgotten... times from the alley,
time from the beach and Callie's murder... Squall's eyes as
she refused to leave her Sorceress training behind her. These
and more ripped a hole into her mind, like a physical drill,
tearing a painful wedge between her sanity and her conscious
mind. How could she survive for eternity in this horrible place?
Desperation brought the tears forward, forcing them from emotions
which swelled to the surface, emotions she thought she had killed
long ago. Now, hidden from time behind a veil of emptiness,
she cried openly, the long lost little girl that she had locked
away free once more, only aware with great horror that it was
far too late. At once faced with the numerous evils she had
committed and freed from her shell, Ultimecia recoiled as if
physically struck. Death had opened her eyes, but now...
A wrenching, bitter gall choked her throat, strangling her
as she tried to speak, the soundless world around her pushing
against her voice with tremendous force. She wanted to be able
to hear herself cry, to know that she could still feel. Now,
however, all she could do was struggle vainly against the eternal
powers that bound her. It was agony upon agony, her body quaking
with the realization that her life had become a twisted, sick
joke ever since she had become a Sorceress... all of her false
pride and worthless accomplishments - they all led her to damnation.
The little girl now cried with all her might, her breaths coming
in ragged, almost painful gasps. It was if she could not decide
which was more important, to breath or to cry. It didn't matter,
as she knew that she was trapped forever.
"No!" she thought, the child fully awake now, "please no!"
With all her strength, she tried to force her thoughts forward,
trying to reach someone, anyone who could hear her. She had
to say that she was sorry... she had to explain to someone that
she was not evil... that the Sorceress was gone now and that
she was a good little girl who always did what her mother told
her to do. As she tried to think, she was pushed back by the
mocking hands that held her, her thoughts inept in the cold
emptiness around her.
"I am so sorry!" she cried out wordlessly to whomever she could
reach, "please, someone, help me! Help me! I am a good little
girl! Please!!"
As she cried, she could feel the evil leaving her, the darkness
at once repulsed by what it viewed as her weakness as it was
by the void that it wished to no longer reside within. Having
lived with it for so long, she felt even emptier... bare and
vulnerable to the forces of time without even an emotional shield
to hide behind. But then, at the same time, with it gone, she
could also see more clearly...
It was not time that held her back... nor was it any force
of eternity. The good within her that she had forgotten she
had could not shout out to the good she sought, for the darkness
that held her would not allow it. Now, free from its hands,
she could cry out mightily, her voice ringing through the air.
"Please forgive me! I am so sorry! I just want to be with my
Mommy and Grammy again!"
With that, she watched on in silent amazement as a pink, almost
invisible cloud appeared before her. Dancing slowly before her
in mid air, it beckoned her to draw nearer, until she was finally
standing inside of it. As the mist covered her, she could feel
a sudden warmth, a feeling so intense that it coated her skin
and sent shivers down her spine despite the heat. It was unlike
anything she had ever felt before... a force that soothed and
invigorated her at the same time. It was a feeling of pure love,
but a love she had never known. Within her mind she could hear
a voice calling out to her, gently consoling her and helping
her to remove her past from her mind.
"It is time," it said, "to cast aside the darkness..."
She knew what the voice meant.
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